BEIGE.

well. it seems i have a lot to process lately. and the funny thing about that is it doesn't ever come out as substantial processing, it comes out as rambling, but i always feel a little better afterward. afterwards? afterward. i don't know.

i'm trying to soak up the redness from this couch and it's not working very well. i think maybe soaking up brown would be better for me right now - maybe i'll go plaster myself against the wall for a few moments . . .

maybe i won't.

actually, i want teal. i want a calming, but bright, teal. which would require me laying down on the carpet. that would be much more sensible than attaching myself to the wall. and slightly more comfortable.

i have been in this office for . . . 10 of the past 24 hours. good thing it's been redecorated, yes?

mmph.

please don't ask me those questions, the "why didn't they get on the board" questions. we talked. for a long time. 6 hours, you can count them if you'd like. everyone was completely and thoroughly discussed and we made the best (group) decision we could for each applicant.

*breathes*

hokay.

i'm going to go play with photoshop. and listen to amy winehouse, i think. but i haven't decided yet. yes i have. i'm going to listen to amy winehouse.

right.