good fences

hump day, indeed.

yesterday was really good. in a solid, i've made progress kind of way. big progress, life-skills progress. so that's always a good thing.

today was a little stagnant, but that's the way it goes. and a lot of the time stagnant days happen when i'm not really paying attention like i should be. there are some days that just suck, but mostly they are what you make of them. such is life, too, right? so i'm growing up and all that.

i think the problem about today is that i was so eager to leave that i didn't process the day well enough, and i thought i would be able to at home, but i forgot that the entire youth group would be at my house this evening. so. the only place i could run away to was my room, and my room just feels way too small and stuffy for processing unless it's past 10 pm. it's wonderful for comfort, and it's wonderful for sleeping, but it's very closed in, so it's not very conducive to getting things out.

but. i think everyone's gone now, so i might grab some food and sit out on the porch for awhile. i need some outside time.

and bluegrass. mm.

my eyes are dry, too, which always makes you feel more tired than you are, you know?

but. i'll stop whining and go process : )